Where must I go. . . . . . . . . . . ?

16-07-06
Where must I go. . . . . . . . . . . ?

I dont'know where I'm goin
but I should know where I go
to get a glory of relationshipof love, and prosperity
Just still searching for a rescue
Never find what I'm looking for yet
I waste all my time
Coz a love that I need
Walk alone on the street
Seeing many couple locking their arm, connecting their hands, holding her shoulder, her waist, getting a ride together on motorcycle, flirting, petting,...

AAARRRRGH!!!

Being jealous and dreaming everyday....
Over and over again... I feel a pain in my heart
Go somwhere and just get a tired body... no body contact!

Aq ga tau apa yg mo qperbuat
atmosfer yang baik hanya fantasi
semangat yang timbul hanya energi
kesenangan yang hadir menghapuskan kesedihan dan kepenatan SEMENTARA
rasa itu lalu timbul lagi
rasa percuma, rasa sia-sia
ga ada gairah, ga ada semangat
bahkan kadang ga ada harapan
soalnya aq terfokus pada hasil yang telah orang lain dapatkan
yaah, hasil karena keberuntungan
mendapatkan barang berharga, dan akses dg mudah,
hidup yang komplit, semua pernah dirasakan.
sedangkan aku....?

Apa yang kudapat, manfaat apa yg kuperoleh...?
NONSEN, NOTHING
NO STATUS, NO BODY CONTACT

Sshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!
F**k!
BUSTER!!!
Kiki / Friskila, Lussy, Vita, dll


Now, I'm still arguing, still struggling, stil hunting....
Although sometimes, I feel tired, feeling down...
But life must go on, go go go go...!!!

Nyari cw yg setia, bisa dibanggakan (dipamerkan ke teman2, dibawa k mall), dieksploitasi (diporotin), dijamah-jamah (digerayangin), diapusi (dikibulin, ditipu) n bersedia didominasi! Ada gak yaaa...?
Pokok Intinya: Dy mau MELIHARA gw, tp gw'lah yg MENDOMINASI hidupnya!!!!!

31-07-06
Makacih Bwt Erick yg udah bikin hidup gw lebih bersemangat & Optimis
Oh ya, sebelumnya aq jg udah dpt kotbah d gereja, yg isinya jg sama, nyuruh gw bwt lebih optimis lagi.
Kini gw bakal nyoba lagi.... doain yaaah....